You were silent to my cries,
Deaf to my begs,
I wish it happened to you as well,
Maybe then you’ll realize how hard I tried.
But No, never will I wish another person go through the horror I’ve been.
While you give me pain, you are in heaven.
While I suffer, you gain more power.
When I fight, you give me a hard time.
You will tell me it’s my fault,
I keep reminding myself it is not,
How long will I last?
How long ‘till I give in to your desires?
How long ‘till I surrender and accept this as my fate?
Finally, I was freed from your cage.
I thought it was the end,
But somehow it was just the beginning of a brand new hell.
I was the victim but why am I being bullied?
Why should I take the blame?
Am I such a disgrace that even my family felt shame?
I became more isolated than the cage you brought me.
Out in the open,
Finally, free they say,
But now I wish I was still on your cage.